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Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
11:32 pm	what the fuck? i still have this? I TOTALLY FORGOT I HAD THIS! wow...hi everyone, how are you? last time i wrote in this soo long ago. wow, anyways, hi. a lot has changed. im a senior now...CLASS OF '06!!! haha. i hope i wont be as whinny as i was before, that was pathetic. if i was someone else reading it i would have just said "get the fuck over yourself." anyways...im not even going to go into whats changed cause EVERYTHING has since i last wrote in this thing. the lastest thing i will tell you though is i have an italian exchange student living with me for two weeks, she leaves next wednesday and i am going to miss her terribly. thats all for now...maybe ill get better at this whole remembering to update thing. bye for now! Current Mood: shocked (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 16th, 2005
8:07 pm	just another update hey everyone. i hope you all had a good weekend. Mine was...intersting to say the least. On friday i went to the Takeing Back Sunday and Jimmy Eat World concert in Oakland with Pat which was a blast and a half. It was an amazing show and Jimmy Eat World rocked my socks, oh man. Anywho, that was fun, saw a couple of people i knew which was always nice, and yeah..good times. On Saturday we (Pat and i) hung out with Rick, Ashleigh, Brian, Tina, Jacey and Stephanie and went to some abandoned WWII bunkers in the Marin Headlands where we couldnt see fricken 5 feet infront of us cause the fog was so damn thick. Anyways, there were animals and stuff all over like Lynx according to Tina and we all started freaking out. We never actually got to one of the bunkers, but nevertheless it was an entertaining little trip...mostly because Rick brought the strap on dildo that they all got Cole as a b-day gift our freshman year (those of you on the swim team know what i am talking about) so yeah, that provided some good laughs when we hung it out the window as we passed cars and Tina strapped it to her head as we drove through the city. Weird and random i know, but still so damn funny. Sunday i saw Hotel Rwanda, one of the most depressing and deep films ive ever seen. i would recommend it to anyone who isnt in a splendid mood to see, cause otherwise it will totally bring you down. This Wednesday i am going to the 12:10 showing of Star Wars Episode 3 which should be fun, ill get to let out my inner geek finally. Then Prom is this Friday which i am looking forward to, should be awsome. Current Mood: content Current Music: Coldplay (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 8th, 2005
12:33 pm	so yea...i guess i should just get rid of this thing or remind myself to update it...cause i really dont do it that often..sorry...ANYWHO, i hope you all had a good weekend, for those of you who took the APUSH test friday im sure you all did splendidly, for those of you taking the AP BIO test tomorrow, good luck, same for AP Chem on tuesday. No a whole lot has been going on, after monday i will be absolutely stoked because thats my last ap test and then ill be done (till next year...when ill have three instead of two...damnit)Um, prom is in like two weeks, that should be a lot of fun, i love the theme this year and yeah...im looking forward to it. This friday im going to the Jimmy Eat World and Taking Back Sunday concert in Oakland which should be a blast and a half (thank you pat!) This weekend was okay, i saw the talent show on friday which was awsome as always, PAL's and SAT II's on saturday, then i went out with Rick, Ashleigh, Pat, Wiep, Jared and Ian which was fun. Today is mostly thinking about studying for tomorrow and how much i dont know...YAY stress! Um..what else...swim is over unless i still feel like getting in and doing a set or two which i probably will but shouldnt cuz of my shoulder...yeah michelle...ill still be using it, sorry. Anyways, i hope you all survive this next week and good luck! Current Mood: blank Current Music: foo fighters (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 17th, 2005
10:00 pm	an update... so yeah, last night i went to the beach with a shit load of people and it was a blast. We played soccer and cooked burgers (veggie for michelle, chris and i) in a fish griller (i think thats what its called) over a fire with a shit load of lighter fluid in it. Later Ryan went crazy and tried to blow us all up with lighter fluid and bottels and cans...yeah...it was fun. Than we went to Ashleigh's house for a bit to watch a really odd movie..i forget the title. Yeah...so i had a good weekend, hope you all did too. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Debate Exposed Doubt- Death Cab for Cutie (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
7:08 pm	bitches and hoes... okay, so why cant i ever just like someone and then have it be just that, just me and the other person, not him, me and his psycho ex, not me him and the rest of the swim team, just me and him. Why does it always have to be this big fiasco when i like someone? cant i have it easy just once? cant i just be happy for once? why does something always have to come along and ruin it? anyways..that was my rant, sorry if you dont know what im talking about, and if you do well...whatev. School is almost over and thats good because i need this year to end as soon as possible, i want to get away from so much, it seems like its taking forever. i hope all is well with you all, i hope school isnt kicking your ass like it is mine, and that if you do like someone that it isnt like this, its just simple. Current Music: something corporate- Konstantine (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 2nd, 2005
11:16 pm	im back at last hello all. i am back from my trip to Italy and yes, it was fantastic. I could go on and on with stories but to be honest i dont really feel like typing it all. If you want to know all the stories of what happened than you can just ask me, ill have pictures and laughs for you. Otherwise heres where i went: Carpi, Milan, Verona, Modena, Venice, Rome, Siena, Florence, San Gemeniano, and San Galgano. I saw a whole lot and took lots of pictures, so just ask. I have to say its nice to be back home though. I missed you all and wish i could have taken you, it was so beautiful. Oh man, okay, so yeah..just ask and ill tell. i hope you all had a good break and happy easter to those who celebrate it. Current Mood: giddy Current Music: Tangerine Speedo (Comment on this)
Friday, March 18th, 2005
6:33 pm	I LEAVE TOMORROW! oh my gosh! oh my gosh! oh my gosh! i am leaving tomorrow! holy crap, i never thought i would actually be going. i mean i am leaving for Italy in like...twenty hours (but im not counting....) oh wow, i cannot belive this. I'm actually kinda scared, i mean im gonna be in a foreign country, staying a week with complete strangers, speaking a language that i am not that good in...i mean what if something happens to one of us? i hope i have a good time and that all of you have a good last week of school and a fabulous break. I'll see you all in two weeks with lots of stories and pictures! Current Mood: excited Current Music: 99 red balloons- Goldfinger (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 13th, 2005
10:22 am	adventures so yesterday i went to the beach with michelle, fiona, danielle, victoria, pat, ryan, jaed, ashleigh and weipking. It was pretty fun, i mean its nice to hang out with other people. We played soccer (and everyones feet are cut up now), threw the waterpolo ball around, and then built a bonfire and listened to music. It was pretty nice. Then we all came back here and started to watch Monty Python Search for the Holy Grail because michelle has never seen it before...then she got bored and we turned on Napoleon Dynamite because michelle has never seen that either...and she got bored again so we turned it off and then people started to go home. All in all it was a nice break from the whole routine of school and homework. I also took the SAT which was crap. I am honestly convinced that that has to be the worst way to spend a saturday; waking up early to take a test that you hate because it will play a major role in where you go to college...ew... Lets see...what else...i am leaving for Italy in six days now! YAY!!! i am soo excited. The girl that i am staying with sounds soo awsome! her name is sabrina and she plays waterpolo and swims (perfect match!) we listen to the same types of music and she spend 3 weeks in santa cruz last year with an american family. I am so happy that i got paired with someone i have stuff in common with and i cannot wait to go!! AH! But yea..i hope you all had a good weeked too! Current Mood: giddy Current Music: postal service (Comment on this)
Monday, February 21st, 2005
12:31 am	clubbin so sunday night sara, michelle, fiona, and i went to the glo and i was pretty damn fun. There we soo many people because it was president's day weekend so yeah..it was really really crowded but it was nice to go out and just have fun, no drama (until Tom showed up...yeah...) and just be out with some friends. I also go back today from Tahoe and that was alright. i went skiing friday and saturday, both days it started to really really snow later on like around 2'ish so lauren and i chilled in the lodge until the parents and little ones were done skiing. All in all it was an alright weekend. I hope you all had a fun one, see yall later! Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: The radio..i dont know... (Comment on this)
Monday, February 14th, 2005
5:08 pm	Valentines Day first and formost, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! alright, now that that is over...lemme just say that this is my least favorite holiday, but oh well. I hope that you all had a good V-Day, i know that mine wasnt too terrible, i ended up getting a rose from someone, so it wasnt a total waste of 24 hours. Its been a while since i last updated so lemme just catch you up on some things: im swimming now, varsity team, so i have practice everyday till 430 and early morning practice twice a week (tuesday and thursday) from 530-715 in the morning! YIKES thats early, so sorry if i am a bitch on those days, most likely because i am exhausted. I dont talk to him anymore, and i dont really care either, oh well. Um...my weekend was pretty fun, friday i had my italian dinner to raise money for my trip to go to Italy, so that was alright, then i hung out with Lauren Brown and Kristen till like 11. Saturday was alright, i had SAT classes as always from 10-1 (but its okay because my teacher is soo hot! he looks like Brad Pitt! and sounds like him too!) then hung with sara, and she spent the night. Met up with some other people like Tom and talked, it was pretty fun. Sunday was the choir concert which was AMAZING! i am soo proud of everyone who sang, soloist or not, you were all outstanding. Then watched the Grammy's and made cookies, then went to bed (yes, thats right, i did NO HOMEWORK!) i hope you all have a good week. Current Music: Death Cab for Cutie- Movie Script Ending (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
11:12 pm	formal so last night was formal and it was...interesting. The place we held it (coyote point museum) was kinda sketchy because the dance floor was really small and i wasnt too crazy about the theme, but it was still fun to get out there and dance. I had fun with trisha, alex, pat, tommy, marie and the whole group. Afterwards we ended up at alex's dads house. we played mafia, ate pizza, and watched "Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back" which was really funny. Some people went out and bought stuff to drink and smoke while others stayed at the house and froze (figure out the heater Alex! just kidding, it was funny...) Ended up getting a ride home with alex and trish at around 2:30, then went to bed around 4 because of SAT classes and the shitty ass homework they gave us then got up 4 hours later, finished some of it and went to class. Current Mood: tired Current Music: the shins-chutes too narrow (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 8th, 2005
11:29 pm	sorry about the last entry..it was out of pure frustration and exhaustion, please dont think that i am always this upset, i am not, i just choose to update when i am in that kind of mood i guess...anyways, i hope you all had a good break. i know that i took advantage of it and slept in as much as i could. finals are coming up which sucks but it'll all be over soon right? then we get to do it all over again next sememster...fun! well formal is coming up which should be fun, i am looking forward to that, the theme is kinda sketch (for those of you who dont know its "viva las vegas") and i am not too sure about the location (coyote point) but who knows...it could turn out to be pretty damn cool too. still looking for a car, i miss not having one of those....but its all good, i get to borrow my mom occasionally (so for those of you who see me in a saab, no its not mine...) but yea, that will all change soon, hopefully. Current Mood: content Current Music: death cab for cutie-why you'd want to live here (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
1:34 am	FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! I HATE THIS! Current Mood: depressed Current Music: the verve pipe- the freshmen (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 25th, 2004
1:32 am	the holidays MERRY CHRISTMA-RAMA-HANA-KWANZA-KA TO ALL! i hope that you all have a fantabulous holdiay season and a splendid new years! Current Mood: thankful Current Music: ryan adams- wonderwall (acoustic) (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
6:19 pm	wow its been a while since i last updated this thingy, sorry for that if anyones reads this. Well, lets see here, i am still without a car from my little "accident" a month ago, what else...um...well i am now 17, or was on the 18th. I went to the city for my birthday with a bunch of my friends and we saw "A Series of Unfortunate Events" which was an awesome movie! i would highly recommened it to anyone. SCHOOL IS OUT! i am soo excited to have time to read, knit, and do pretty much nothing but chill, its like bliss. um..lets see here, what else...oh i have a date for formal, thanks again for thinking of me. um...i think thats it. I hope that you all have a fantastic break, a splendid new years, and a very happy holidays. See you at school if not before then! Current Mood: content Current Music: Garden State Soundtrack- The Shins (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 25th, 2004
11:06 pm	yesterday was the scariest moment of my life. morgan and carrie, i am so sorry. i wish i could take it back...but i cant. im sorry. i love you both more than words can describe and will never forgive myself for this. i am sorry. Current Mood: scared Current Music: garden state soundtrack (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 20th, 2004
10:14 am	ouch sorry its taken me a while to update this, i've been pretty busy...so...whats happened since i last wrote in this online journal... well, i went to the little-big game and we won, that was exciting, michelle and i hung out afterwards and ended up trying to get lost in hillsborough but she always knew where we were so it kinda defeated the purpose (damn your good sense of direction! just kidding, i love you). Then later that night i went out and hung with morgan, cari, amanda and her friend ana, sammy and michael...that was a blast. We drove around (well..i drove) and was low on gas so i was in neutral whenever i could be, then almost killed morgan and cari when they got out and tried to push my car up the hill (haha, that was so funny...I LOVE YOU!!!) then we went and hung out at OLA and had to jump off the roof because we thought we were being chased by the cops (but it was really robby, jackie, and some guy that i didnt know..i think his name was travis). Then i went home, snuck back out and hung with them till about 2, talked to andrew when he was drunk, and then went to sleep. lets see...what else...oh! on friday i got my wisdom teeth out, and as i am typing this i am on about 3 different perscriptions...2 of which are cery strong pain kilers [yay for vicodin!] and an anti-biotic (sorry if there are typo's or it doesnt make any sense)and my face is about as fat as a chipmunks right now...ow..so yea... i think thats pretty much it, i am off to go work on my ACP project with sara and mariana then i will sleep some more [vicodin makes you sleepy, who ever knew?] and read my book. i hope you all have a fabulous weekend, and i will maybe see you on monday (depending on the swelling, bruising and pain...) Current Mood: tired Current Music: death cab for cutie (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 30th, 2004
3:18 pm	RANDOM ASS NIGHT!! alright...wow...saturday night was so....random (i think thats the only word that can semi-fit what happened)...wow..alright. How it started was Sara and i went to a party where the hostess (who will remained a mystery to those of you who are reading this) was really really messed up. I mean like to an extreme...throwing up and everything. SO sara and i helped her friend (also will not have a name) take care of her so she wouldnt be too badly hung over the next day. After that we went back to my house where we listened to Dane Cook and laughed our asses off. Next we went back out (at like 12 or something) and we went to Burlingame Avenue where we got coffee (and didnt have to pay for some reason...) and then went to BHS football field, sat there and just chilled. Next we drove around and were at the stoplight at the corner of California and Broadway when some guy in the car next to us started to tell me to roll down my window...and that he wanted to talk to me. EW!! he was like...30 something and had absolutely awful teeth! it was disgusting, so sara and i laughed some more, then let him go ahead of us. What we didnt know was that Sam, Joey and John were in the car behind him, and when i honked at the guy who was hitting on us they thought that i was honking at them. But they didnt know it was Sara and i. So they sped away, and Sara and i thought it was them, so we decided to follow them, since they were probably going to John's house. We drove to Columbus and they were waiting there for us...in the car....so we went down to the end of the block and parked infront of Trisha's house when Sara decided to call Sam and tell him that it was us. They came down the block and we just chilled infront of Trishas house...but trisha was asleep...and yea. Then they left to go drink and Sara and i just drove around some more and then had the most random thing of the night happen: we saw 2 deer on Carmelita in Burlingame...yes...thats right...2 deer, in Burlingame ! WHAAA?!?! (i wasted a lot of gas last night...oh well...) Then we ended up calling a bunch of people, but they were all soo drunk..and we didnt feel like dealing with anymore of that. So we ended up calling Tom and leaving him a message. Then we drove around on 280, kinda got lost, and saw a deer another deer on the side of the road. Then we went and picked up tom, went to BIS and Roosevelt and talked till late...i didnt get home till 5 in the morning, when i dropped him off at his house...yea... So thats what happened last night/this morning, hope you all have a fantastic Halloweeen, eat lots of candy, and find time to catch up on some lost sleep (i know thats whati want to do!) anyways...talk to you all on Monday! Current Mood: confused Current Music: Phantom Planet (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 24th, 2004
1:22 pm	KnoW Limits hi everybody! so yesterday was Know Limits...and lemme just say right now that it was one of the best days of my life! and i am not even exaggerating. it was an all day event where we had two guest speakers and two student speakers. We played games like "Do you love your neighbor?", "Butt-Sitt" and my favorite was the index cards. What happened was the SIT threw and spread out thousands and thousands of index cards all over the gym, then, for the next hour, everyone there built a structure, or wrote a message in the cards. The object was to use all the cards and have every thing connected to atleast one other thing in an hour. The SIT had to walk around at work with different people, help out where needed, and every onece and a while stand back and look. At one point i was on the top of the bleachers looking down on everyone and i just began to cry. To see everyone working together in silence, writting messages like "we were infinite", or "no hate" made me so happy. And to see people building bridges, tall towers, or just laying out cards to make sure things were connected...it was just overwhelming. To see everyone so focused on one task and...*sigh*..i cant even explain the feeling it brought. I mean..i dont even know why i began to cry...all i know is that that was one of the few times i have ever felt so connected to everyone else, and that that was one of the best days of my life. For those of you who didnt go because you thought it was stupid, or didnt go because you were busy, try to keep that day free next year, it is seriously an amazine event that i cannot even begin to expalin. I mean what i said above it just a little of the feeling you get if you open up to it and enjoy the day. Seriously make an effort to come next year. Current Mood: grateful Current Music: Postal Service (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 10th, 2004
7:17 pm	sunday...best day ever! so today was one of the best days of my life...no joke either. Sara and i walked down to broadway to get coffee and il picollo was doing kareokee. So, naturally, sara and i went over there to lisen to people. After a bit Sara and i sang "Let 'er rip" by the Dixie Chicks, and it was a blast! We met a girl name Carolyn who sang "I'm a redneck woman" with sara which was pretty cool. We met these two older guys, one who when he sang sounded just like Frank Sinatra..oh man...i was melting he had such a good voice! Anyways...they told Sara that she could go and sing in the lounge at Bellmateo (i think thats the name of the bowling place...) so we may go do that because it would be to fun. Then ya know...we did some work, but mainly listened to people sing, it was a blast! yea, pretty random but so much fun. Hope you all had a good weekend, caught up on the sleep you needed or did well on the SAT's. Current Mood: energetic Current Music: the radio...bag of juice (or jews)? (Comment on this)